I hate you; I hate every breath you take Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I hate you; I hate every breath you take
Category: Life
**warning** if you don't want to see the nasty side of my temper (I did clean up a bit) don't read this

I hate you; I hate every breath you take:

Grrr!! Okay I had to get that out of my system. Sometimes I still ponder the events in the last year and it gets to me. I think once I am away from the negativity (or at least seeing a real life whore every day) I will feel better and be able to move on more freely like I want.

I have a confession. I told a girl at work today who talks to Anna to be careful because she likes girls with husbands. Espeically if they have children. She said she has no intention of getting married or kids, so I told her that long term boyfriends probably don't matter to her either.

She'll spread it to all. She thinks sex is love and for that I don't pity. She's a pathetic piece of trash.

Then I blabbed about Anna and her whorish ways for like 10 minutes. Immature and childish I know, but oh well. I still hate her. She (anna) can have that piece of crap I married. I don't even know why or how I even loved him. (Makes me sick to even think I did!) But yesterday would have been our 10 years together if he had kept his dick in his pants.

I guess what irks me is that she got on 1st shift (wonder who's she sucked to get this) She was bragging about it. Well whoop-dee-do. So she thinks she is going to have more time with MY kids than I do? She's not thier freakin mother. I AM.

She told me once she wanted my life. Well she's doing a pretty darn good job of getting it... Got my (EX)husband (and she can keep him and live in a pig sty crap hole for the rest of her fatty life.), but the time with the kids... She's got another thing coming cuz I QUIT that hell hole 80/20.

Apparently you have to be a whore to get anything good there. Well I'm not.

Oh and while I'm ranting I'll mention how funny it was that Mark was gung-ho "I don't drink anymore" and when I had to talk to him the other day in his apt (that was trashy) there were empty beer bottles laying out... Him & his minor girlfriend drinking... Hope they aren't doing it around my kids.

Oh and while it is "considerate" of Mark to send me photos of the zoo trip they recently went on and other fake family events with Anna- I appreciate the ones with our children, but why in the freakin hell does he think I want photos of them? Much less them kissing?? What a dick.

Comment:

I think you are so right, I hate girls that go for the married men, even before I was married I hated them.so talk all the shit to her you want, she deserves all of it. I dont even know her, and I say she is a piece of shit.I swear if some tramp came to my man and threatened my marrage.....OH I would snap on her no matter what. you are the better person for leaving without an affair, even if sometimes I bet you wish you would have had one just to let him know how it felt. she will cheat on him, and he will cheat on her, just as they did before, and they will both get what they deserve. and the one happy in the end will be you, because you deserve to be.trust me, I feel your anger here!! good luck to you
Posted by Elizabeth on Tuesday, May 01, 2007 - 10:55 PM

get em' tiger! i think that getting in touch with your negative side it a positive and its quite refreshing to hear you getting hostile. hey p.sare you wearing lipstick i think you are.... miss ya love ya!!
Posted by Kayla on Wednesday, June 20, 2007 - 11:24 AM