Hope This Is Right Sunday, December 24, 2006

Hope This Is Right
Current mood: exanimate
Category: Romance and Relationships

I want you to know that I'll always care for you & you'll always have a part of me. I trust you'll take care of it. I love you so much it hurts, I really do. I have loved you for a long time. I know you're heart hurts right now because of me. I wish I could make things right and make you feel better. I wish I could be with you. I wanted so badly for you to love me back... and you did. Oh God, how I wanted to hear you tell me- and I wanted so much to tell you and make you feel like the best person in the world, which you are! I know you are!

I don't regret anything with you- you have had a big part in helping me be who I am today. You're right, you do know me better than so many other people could claim to. You have been there for me, building me up when there was nothing to build from. I cherish all our time together. I want more time.

I want you to know that you ARE a wonderful person. Inside and out. I adore everything about you. No one's perfect, I know that, but you're perfect enough. I won't let you forget that because you are! Don't be down on yourself.

Just because I'm saying no now doesn't mean there won't be other chances... I don't know what my future holds & neither do you. But I want you to be a part of it no matter what.

I'll admit I do have feelings for Kirby. I love him- I wish you could see inside me so you could understand. I know I don't. I tried to break it off with him and I couldn't. I started to cry to think that I- I can't do that, I can't. I don't want to live my life w/ any regrets either....

I hope and pray things will be different in the future and we'll see what will happen. Until then, please allow me to have the privelege of being a very good friend of yours. Let me still be a part of your life so I can help you when you need it. Let me care for you and hold you when you fall.

If your love changes, then so be it. Just don't try to hide it or bury it. "let it be" and it'll do what's right for you.

Love Always,
Aryan~

Comments:

thats a bunch of crap. You saying no now means you love him more then me. And that hurts. So thats why there won't be a chance with me. I told you how i felt and you threw it back in my face. Im done.
Posted by Logan on Tuesday, December 26, 2006 - 12:36 AM


I LOVE YOU :(. Why did you leave me for him? If im so important to you then why take the chance of me leaving you or never feeling the same way about you cause i know you will never love me again.
Posted by Logan on Tuesday, December 26, 2006 - 10:38 AM