Sunday, June 7, 2009

Star Gazing vs. Flashbacks Sunday, December 24, 2006

Star Gazing vs. Flashbacks
Current mood: listless
Category: Life
What is a girl to do when the stars at night are crowded out by the beat of the music in the dance?

I feel you so close. Your smell, the way your heart beats and the security you provide me when things are the most volunerable. I want to keep no further than my arms length and I know I'm falling pretty hard, but it's only been such a short amont of time. Who's going to be there when I hit rock bottom?

Have I been searching under all the stones working my way down? No I haven't, so why were there stones thrown in my face? Did I have to reach rock bottom to find true love? I don't think so because I know better than that. I close my eyes and walk away from it. Me & Tori are together building bricks around us. I need a wall around my heart and I need the pieces I found left out back. Please.

I think I don't deserve star gazing, flashbacks, sweep me off my feet, stone thrown in my face...

So what am I going to do? I don't know. Go with the flow and deny me what I want?

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