About time! Tuesday, March 20, 2007

About time!
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Blogging
For a new blog. I know no one cares... but I have to rant about work for a minute.

I guess I need to post a blog because I was a real jerkface. But not unprovoked. I'm sorry I outbursted the way I did. Perhaps my counterpart is right and I do butt in on people too much... Didn't have to yell at me (or anyone else for that matter) about it, could have just said "you know, I've noticed you've done this a lot... blah blah blah you butt in on a lot of people's conversations and put in your 2 cents when no one cares..." Instead it errupted into this whole ordeal... Perhaps my view of yelling and his view of yelling are 2 different things, but to me it was a yell.

Either way- my solution for the time being is to just shut up and stay out of everyone's business. I never know what conversations are "safe" to enter and if no one cares what I have to say then so be it. I know that is childish and immature, but if I'm not wanted then why bother? God, I hate that place!

I guess what bothers me the most is that it was brought up that I would actually turn someone into HR. I don't know why in the hell people keep thinking I am this psycho b*tch that goes running up to HR every time something doesn't go my way. because I DONT. Despite the rumors and what people may STILL think (even though the truth has been out there for quite a while) I did NOT get anyone fired. In fact, I never even talked to HR in that time span!! The only time I have ever mentioned anything negative to HR about someone was when I was called in and asked about something- in which case I'm not going to lie.

It just makes me wonder where the trust in me (from someone I considered a good friend) was the entire time to start with if there are worries I'm going to get someone in trouble... I would never stop feeling guilty if I were the cause of someone to lose thier job and essentially lose their house and their dreams. Goodness knows- I know how it is to lose your house that you work so hard for and dash those dreams from your skull.

Comment:

I don’t think you should be so hard on your self. Something happened to me related to the ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Michigan crap, and it was, Their is always two sides + of a story and no one can tell the other side except the other person(s) involved. Always keep that in mind and you can prevent saying something out of line, or misguided and you'll find that you are just more reserved and understanding of other peoples positions. On the plus side, when you do have all the facts and you are ready to say something, your words will carry a weight not seen before, hehe. Another thing I always try to keep in mind is some people are just stupid. As long as you know the truth, and the people you truly care about has enough trust in you to believe you and you can share that truth with them in full confidence, no one else matters. Some people, this may sound crazy, but some people prefer to live a lie (or a couple of them). What ever really makes them better in their mind at any cost. These are not your friends, You don’t owe them a thing, they don’t even have a real grip on the world.... so really (bluntly put), screw them. And so what if they tell heir friends? You probably won’t meet them so they have no bearing on your world. Let them have their immature gossip circle and know you are doing something more productive than them.
Posted by Travis on Tuesday, March 20, 2007 - 11:09 PM

I dont know where that random microsoft link comes from when i post some times, but that line is suppose to say
Something happened to me related to the ..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = ST1 />Michigan crap,
Sorry
Posted by Travis on Tuesday, March 20, 2007 - 11:10 PM

I give, delete both of these replies, that dumb link came back up.
Posted by Travis on Tuesday, March 20, 2007 - 11:11 PM

If any rumors are started about u in that town.... they are going to continue. cuz that is just the way people are around there. (hence part of the reason i left) most people that i have encountered there are childish and immature... and as Travis put it... they like living lie(s). so cut ur losses and move on. cuz they obviously weren't your friends to begin with.
Posted by Mystica on Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - 9:14 AM

I dont know how people are where you live since I dont live there but I hope everything gets resolved and the truth comes out and people stop thinking those things about you! *hugs*
Posted by Crystal on Sunday, March 25, 2007 - 10:00 PM