Crazy Mundane Work
Current mood: electric
Category: Life
Every day that goes on is another day that makes me wonder what is the point? I don't care for my job as much as I put on. Finally I feel like I am doing something about it and my life. It's just taking longer than I want.
I'm impatient, I still have the every day occurances that keep me from really reaching out the way I want. I have to tell myself I need more time.
I'm still eating my lunch in silence, by myself; you'd think after over a year of eating by yourself that you'd get used to it. I have since started bringing books to occupy my time. Reading is a luxury that I don't often have.
Anyway back to my point. I am finally doing something about the sucky situation of mundane working day in and day out hour after hour with no reward or pat on the back. One happy customer to be replaced by another furious customer because I took too long researching their crap- or worse my supervisor gets frustrated with me because I'm looking in the wrong breakdown. Well you know what? I'm NOT freaking perfect. I can't memorize all the things everyone else does, I will never be able to look at the model of a unit and rattle off the valve he needs.
It kind of makes me sad because all summer while I'm there everyone else gets to play outside. I want to see my kids. I feel like I've missed their whole summer! I want to see my husband and watch Angel. I haven't gone out at all and I want to see some of my friends...
Sorry I got off on a tangent, there. I'm so excited. I know the end is near. The things that are in my mind are only a few cells from bursting forth and spilling out into the open. I can hardly contain myself. I'm finally doing something I WANT to do with my life. I love it!
I'm going to have the freedome I want. It's only a matter of time- and a matter of letting my brain spill onto the places I want it to.
In the meantime Heritage will have most of my occupied time. Of which I hope they appreciate. Heritage has my time, but not my heart, soul, and brain matter.
Life's Lesson for this blog: Work may rule your day, but it doesn't have to rule your life. If you don't like it, then stop complaining and DO something.
Comments:
I totally agree with you on this one. You hit the nail on the head 100%Don't let work take away from the kids!! They are number 1
Posted by Jessica on Thursday, July 31, 2008 - 12:10 AM
yeah that is a lesson i think all of us really need to learn... its has been hard for me cuz this is like my 2nd job in 4 yrs and it is way different to have to deal with people whom you dont neccessarily care for ever day.... when you are used to caring for the loves of your life every day of your life!! (boy i miss them!!!) randy needs a money job again so i can stay home with them again ;-)!!!
Posted by Mystica on Tuesday, August 26, 2008 - 11:47 AM
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